I need this on a t-shirt today. Between the tests this morning making me sick
(upper GI and a ton of blood work) and my fibro fog kicking in (who are you
talking about? what? who?) - my day may go easier if I just pretend to be an
owl. I wouldn't mind being propped up
somewhere safe, sleeping the day away...
I've had a history of not keeping meals down for a long time
now, at least a few years... At the time, I was told it was a combination of my
fibro and stress. Now the doctors are
not so sure anymore. That's why I needed
the upper GI done - but I got so sick during it that they had to cancel
it! I hate being sick like that in
public but it was oddly satisfying... The x-ray tech was giving me one of those
looks - you know the ones we get when someone thinking "yeah right you aren’t
sick you are just lazy". Except her
face said "yeah right, a fat girl that can't keep food down.
Funny." So in that sense, even
though it was embarrassing, I'm kind of glad that I proved her look wrong. Then again, the hang-over feeling afterwards
- I'm not so sure it was worth it.
(Secretly I will say that it was but I don't want to appear catty.)
So all of that mess for nothing. Then the doctor also ordered a ton of blood
work (8 vials of blood!) and I don't do well once they take 4. So I was sick again.
<sarcasm> So far, this Monday morning is off to a
"great" start.
</sarcasm>
Maybe I'll just look for a perch in a tree somewhere out
back... take a nap :)
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